Ducking and weaving languorously around the stage of a south London rehearsal
room is a man who looks very like Tricky. In physical terms, the mercurial
Bristolian
has always tended more toward
the whippet than the bulldog, but he looks leaner tha ever now, as if ahtched
from within his old self, or perhaps freshly removed
from a set of Russian dolls.
It is pretty much a matter of record that Tricky - aka 31-year-old Adrian
Thaws - has been the most charismatic and fascinating British pop star
of the
Ninties: his career to date
a heady, contradictory cocktail of openness and paranioa, roughness and
sophistication, sensitivity and menace. Tonight he is wearing an expensive
jumper.You know it's expensive because the label is clearly visable at
the front of his neck, the jumper being worn not just inside out but back
to front as well. If you were looking for a motto for a Tricky coat of
arms, 'Not just inside out, but back to front as well' would be pretty
good.
His phlegmy West Country burr unaffected by three-and-a-half years of living
in America, Tricky gets down from stage demanding 'a cup of tea for the
nice journalist'. For a
moment it even looks as if he might make it himself, an unexpected opening
gambit for a man whose last public act in the country was to kick a Face
writer in the head at the 1998 Glastonbury festival. Around that time,
he told an interviewer, 'Listen, if your were reincarnated 20 times, you'd
still be a piece of plant compared to me.'
Tricky's volatile relationship with the press might seem like an unedifying
sideshow - a calculated campaign to establish himself as a moody, dangerous
individual with the collusion
of a self-impsrtant media - but there's more to it than that. Ever since
he took the title of his stunning 1995 debut album, Maxinquaye,
from the maiden name of
the mother (Maxine Quaye) who killed herself when he was a small child,
the delicate balance between his public and private selves has
been one of the most compelling
aspects of his work.
The consequences of that balance being disturbed are serious for him -
he can't help seeing himself through others' eyes, and when you live your
life out in
the open like he does, that
is a scary thing to do - so it's only fair that they should be serious
for those who do the disturbing. But in crossing the line from the verbal
threats that are a rapper's stock-in-trade to actual physical assault,
he seened to have lost his grip on the differance between metaphor and
reality. This time last year, with his music apparently locked into a claustrophobic
spiral and his increasing volatility making incarceration a real possibility,
he seemed not so much poised above the abyss as tumbling headlong into
it.
Under these circumstances, the upbeat and vivacious tone of his new album,
Juxtapose, ranks as this year's most intriguing musical mystery. Not only
is
this the first Tricky record
in a long time that seems to want to draw listeners in rather than drive
them away, it also rediscovers the happy blend of eerie tunes and
exotic rumbles that made
him a star. His voice still sounds like it was recorded underwater, but
it's as if the minature submarine Tricky likes to do his vocals in has
left the ocean bed and is heading fast towards the surface.
The brilliant opening single, For Real, ia a quiet manifesto, pitched seductively
between Nirvana and Prince. Tricky says it's about 'artist who take
themselves too seriously'.
It sounds to me as if it's about Tricky himself. 'Some of these people
have to live their life for real,' the lyric observes - part apology, part
celebration - 'I don't have
to, I've got a record deal'. At some point over the past year and a bit,
this man has plainly recieved a serious wake-up call. The question is,
where did it come from?
In conversation, he is open about the shortcomings of recent records. ('People
who buy my albums are living through my life. Hopefully they've got enough
patience to carry on through
my mistakes.') Apologises for public misdemeanours - talking scathigly
of himself 'behaving how people thought this kid Tricky should
behave' - and is touchingly
proud of his house in New Jersey: 'I've got two acres of land and I've
got a daughter [Maisey, four], so she's got her own priivate little
park.'
Amid the welter of new collaborators on Juxtapose - top American hip-hop
producers Grease and DJ Muggs, hyperactive chatter Mad Dog (formerly of
pioneering British rappers
the London Posse) - there is one notable absentee. This is the first Tricky
album not to feature Maisey's mother, Martina Topley-Bird,
whose haunting, smoky voice
has perviously been so integral to the appeal of his music, and who, beyond
that, seems to have functioned as Tricky's muse. 'You're singing,' he once
told her when she was struggling to get a handle on some of the lyrics
he had written for her, 'but it's not you.'
From the moment of their meeting in 1991 - he the local ragamuffin, she
a haughty 15-year-old, sitting on a wall not far from her exclusive public
school,
smoking a cigarette - everythin
about their relationship seemed to express itself in mythological terms.
The fact that Martina does not appear on Juxtapose turns out, with classic
Trickian perversity, to ba a response to suggestions that he might have
been holding her back. 'A lot of people will be angry I'm not working with
Martina. She's very sad
about it and so am I, but that's the mother of my kid and I'm not trying
to hold her back. She'll do her own album now. She can say her own things
and in a few years we'll do an album together and everyone will love it.'
The goal of Juxtapose is, he claims, to 'go pop and get power'. His own
label, Durban Poison, is finally ready to go after years of totuous negotiations,
and
Tricky needs the clout increased
sales will bring to carry his own artist with him. 'When you think about
other people's careers, you don't think about your own so
much,' he says cheerfully.
'The pressure's gone.' Amongr Tricky's plans for Durban Poison proteges
the Baby Namboos is a remix by Geoff Barrow from Portishead - previously
on the receiving end of some of his most venomous invective.
He's a
biggerman than me,' Tricky says humbly, 'blessing us with this remix after
the things I've said about him.' What? Blessing us? At last, the mystery
of
the new Tricky is solved.
He must have got religion. He shakes his head smiling. 'I'm just growing
up and seeing things more realistically.' The violent deaths of US
rappers Tupac Shakur and
Biggie Smalls, he says, 'scared the shit' out of him. 'In a field like
music, where it's free and anyone can belong, you shouldn't have to
watch where you're treading.
If you come from a poor background but make money out of your music, that
should be the safest time of your life, not the most
dangerous.'
Making the most of this breathing space has always been Tricky's prime
objective; the sudden switchbacks that have punctuated his career reflecting
his
determination to be an alternative
artist one week and a hardcore rapper the next. 'That's what it's all about!'
he exclaims. 'That is it! I'm a wannabe! One minute I
want to be a black guy,
the next minute I wanna be PJ Harvey.'
The only way to understand how much this freedom means to him is to feel
the wieght of the factors militating against it. The fractured family background
(after his mother's death
he was raised by his aunts and grandmother in the run-down Bristol area
on Knowle West), the gangland uncles, the inadequate formal
education, the brushes with
youthful criminality - among them a brief spell in youth custody for trying
to pass dodgy £50 notes - all seemed to point to a very different
destiny to the one Tricky has eventually embraced.
But this still doesn't explain Juxtapose's sudden influx of perspective
at exactly the point when his demons seem to be getting the better of him.
Having
previously said he didn't
want to talk about the reasons for his weight loss, Tricky suddenly mutters
'Candida'. 'They say it affects seven out of 10 schizophrenics...' his
voice trails odd, leaving the name of the mental illness that has left
its grim mark on one side of his family hanging in the air.
Candida - that's like an extreme yeast allergy isn't it? 'Yes, but it affects
your mind. You know when you've had a bad day? You go to sleep, wake up
and
it's better. When you've
got candida you wake up the same: angry and depressed. You can't sit still
for five minutes. For two years I'd eat bread or have some sugar, and one
minute I could watch a bad film and cry, and the next thing I knew, I'd
be in a bar in New York rucking - rolling on the floor with some kid I'd
never met, spitting in his face, biting people... I was a maniac.'
'What was I like, Alan?' He looks to the assistant who made the tea - now
quietly typing in the corner of the room, "Tell him about the Samsonite
suitcase.'
A story about a rage-filled
Tricky opening a locked Samsonite suitcase with his bare hands is duly
repeated. 'I was ready to explode,' he recalls matter-of-factly, 'not with
anger, not with violence, I just wanted to die.'
He's saw a series of doctors, rejecting the suggestions amde by both his
manager and Martina that he should consult a psychiatrist, and was eventually
diagnosed with candida shortly
before Glastonbury last year. Unfortunatly the treatment - 'total detox,
no bread or sugar, no dairy products' - had yet to take effect
by the time he got there.
'All the way up until Glastonbury I was totally illogical,' he recalls.
'I just wanted to be put out of my pain - I was thinking, maybe if I do
something stupid I'll get
lucky and go to an open prison and get some help. Otherwise I'll jump out
of a seventh-floor window and not give a toss."
The strict dietary regime soon bore fruit - not least an end to the asthma
attacks that had plagued him for years. He cheats a bit now and again,
and alcohol
still turns him into 'a
mad being from another planet'. He fells stupid talking about candida:
'People son't know waht it is. I've even got a pamphlet which says, "If
you go to a dinner party, don't even bother trying to explain why you don't
eat certain things."' He wanted to send this pamphlet to everyone that
reviewed his last few records, but his manager dissuaded him. Quite sensibly
too, since those who loved the records would look pretty silly if what
they thought was dark genius was actually extreme yeast intolerance.
'I'm glad all that dark stuff was there,' says Tricky, 'but at the moment
it's almost like it wasn't me and I've got another career. That's why I'm
so happy.' He
enthuses about his next
album. It'll be, he says, 'very not ambiguous - the first time anybody's
heard me with the vocals up in the mix, sounding like someone who's confident'.
His voice clicks into its mesmeric performance rhythem, delivering key
lines from new songs, one about the Stephen Lawrence case ('Did you feel
him bleeding? Did you feel him leaving?'). The effect is devastating.
The next day he threatens to beat up an impertinent phone interviewer from
Select magazine. Just for old times sake.
'For Real' (Island) is
out on August 2.
'Juxtapose' follows two
weeks later |